I'm bored.. Bored to death.. Haven't really enjoy my rest days, and the school is starting again.. Really dislike school life.. Don't seemed to enjoy it.. Because I'd be crammed with so many readings and I really cannot make myself enjoy it.. School is such a mini society and we tend to meet weird people there every now and then.. Just cannot get myself used to how these people behave.. So they really grow up like this? It's like, suddenly I go to this whole new place alone, I started to face so many different people.. I really cannot understand some of them.. Think I still need time.. Not everyone is brought up normally..

Well, I missed the days I can just call friends up and we meet up and we have fun like there's no tomorrow.. Sort of missed JC life too.. Finally recalled the days when we went for lessons together, went home together, go for lunch together, meet up during weekends to mug and play.. Life is so different now.. everyone is busy with their own lives and when we do meet up, we don't enjoy time as we used to..

One really stressed thing is that exams are coming.. and I really haven adapt into the new school.. sort of envy those science fac students.. they declared their major from the start and now they're building up their foundations, they met friends whom they would be sharing courses for the next three years.. but arts.. hmm.. till now, I still haven met one good fren who is going to major the same as I did.. I met many good friends now, but the idea that we're not going to see each other so often the next couple of semesters really dulls me..

Is this really what you're going to face in your uni life? Till now, still can see some students who went for lectures and tutorials alone.. and I think this is sad, as this is not an issue of independence, but I think this is more of a loner.. You don't have frens to share thoughts with you.. you can't be a person enjoying life like this when you go to 5 different classes to meet with 100 different faces whom you dun even know them well.. Call this the society..

It's another of my sunday blues..

Went to watch "Death Note" yesterday.. wow.. NICE! Haha.. Tink those manga creators realli can plot! I think the plot is nice.. N "L" is cute.. haha.. n i like Kira's lashes.. LOL..

First time went to that Vivo City.. and it was wif PAM! LOL.. hmm.. that place is real huge! haven realli finish shopping there.. we met quite late.. so end up walkin ard.. I love the scenery there! so nice n romantic.. n i think it's comparable to Esplanade.. it's quite like Esplanade, just that it housed a ton of shops.. I wanna go there again!!

Hmm.. Still got SW assignment to rush for this week.. must jia you! =D

I hate writing essays.. Why do I have so many essays to write?? Almost all modules got an essay, except for japanese lang..

Well, weekend is almost over again.. I miss Friday.. the day when you can rest and think "Hey I still have two days ahead.." Well.. So xian.. A week really pass real quickly.. Really soon will be the exams..

Saturday morning went to eat Sakae with WL.. So happy.. long time nv eat le and i think it's longer for him too since he's overseas.. After that, we walk past TIMEzone and we went in and spent a few dollars on the "win-sweet-game".. LOL.. duno what it's called! turned up we won a large handful of sweets and we filled our bags wif it.. Some ppl actually won a bear out of that machine and I duno how they did it.. But alot of aunties and uncles are the ones playing.. and duno y they're so lucky.. u can see their children carryin a bear each on their hand and they ate the sweets won from the machine while looking at their parents winning more sweets.. I think they really spend alot as they played there before we come and when we are leaving, they're still playing..

Bathed Pillow on Friday as usual.. and he was real obedient now when we bathed him, as he loves bathing and will just stand there on 2 of its legs obediently and wait for me to finish him.. But when it comes to brushing him n clipping his nails, he's a brat.. will bite and wriggle and jump around.. so gotta give him treats to distract his attention..

Hope this week can pass smoothly.. Got two essays to be handed up.. Hmmm...

Stressful week.. Remembered that from last week's term break till yesterday i nv get to rest well.. So sad.. Was busy rushing my assignments and tests all this.. I duno y i have so much to do..

On monday, got this japanese tutorial and when the teacher questions you in japanese, you gotta answer it well, coz it's kind of tricky most times.. had the astronomy test later on in the evening that day and was rushing there to fill in 30 MCQs.. well, some questions are tricky some are too easy.. tricky ones r like: "on 8 sep this year, what was supposed to be observed from spore?" den u gotta tink back quite alot.. like is it partial eclipse or solar eclipse or total lunar eclipse or what have you.. xian... but easy ones are " is astronomy the same as astrology".. lol..

Went home that day to rush tuesday's japanese lang test.. and wa.. xian, got test on reading and writing and listening and dictation.. den went for eng lesson, said that we got a new essay to write, gotta start preparing now.. sigh, den went to history.. this week's topic about nationalism.. xian.. so many things to know, n think back that i still have many readings, more xian.. lessons also end late...

Wed gotta go school early for the astronomy lecture.. but day ends late with another japanese tut.. and i haven done the homework for that tutorial yet, coz the lecture only been taught the day before.. so gotta rush for it.. n there's this social wk presentation on the next day which is thursday.. a group project and we gotta prepare for it.. so discuss abit.. end up studying till quite late also n i really get so depressed coz thur got eng (and i haven research for the essay yet), den later on got the social wk presentation ( the group hasn't really formulate yet and everything is prepared kinda rush, how to present properly?) den following that is history tut, and there are so many readings i haven done and the teacher actually will ask you questions one by one, and so, later on is chi lecture, ( alot of readings too), and after that is another japanese tut ( the most difficult one coz you gotta role play in front of the class and you better memorise what you gotta say well).. so it's like most things i haven done.. and the day is from 8am to 7pm..

So.. when i reached home ytdy.. i was brain dead.. n today.. i duno what i'm going to think.. it's really stressful.. and first time heard my family told me to go find some friends for an outing.. dun always stay at home and study.. .....

New skin for the blog.. Did it myself! Nice?? LOL.. Drew this by InkArt n that wonderful stylus pen.. Loved that pen..

Well, had this astronomy test today and it's good in the sense that it is in MCQ format.. and better den all, can finish it in ten mins time.. We're allowed to leave when we're finish.. So reached home kinda early.. I dun like the train trip home.. it's so long.. n usually, i dun get to sit.. So gotta stand for about a full half an hour.. Bought the concession today.. cost me $97 bucks.. so ex.. but at least can board any transport wif peace in mind.. dun have to worry if i'm runnin out of money..

Tml got this japanese language test.. din really prepare for it.. i duno how i'm goin to survive, n i stil have that american time to draw this blog skin.. zzz.. xian.. i'm really stressed.. stress of a lot of things.. they're just an endless stream of spiky needles piercing me and it really causes anxiety every now n den..

Kicked my toe on some stairs today at the canteen.. felt the pain and it lasted for sometime, i duno y sometimes your feet just wanna move abit more.. and so it hit the steps quite hard, and only when i reached home i check and my feet is rewarded with a little black bruise..

Wish me luck for tml!