Had a nice outing wif pam today. went to watch DN2 and it was nice. i din really like the part when they changed the whole chunk of plot in the story.. they really eliminated a few important scenes, and they allowed L a more peaceful n reasonable death, and there isnt any mindful competitions between Light n Near.. Well, story will be nice.. but they seemed to sell the fish when it's stil fresh.. further waitings, no one will wanna watch the movie w/o L (the detective whom everyone feels more attached with than the main character).. and how can they be sure they found some smart kid to act as Near (N) (and showing some characteristics of L).. it'd be a whole load of story.. but the ending is abit.. hmm.. RUSH.. n i cant really understand y L can extend his death.. lol.. abit unlikely and what a big bet to make from L.. what if Light isnt the real killer? he must be very sure... i started to agree wif the idea that reading from the novels or manga is better than watchin the movie as u can slowly see the plots unfold n get to think wif the story.. the movie just happens too fast n the scenes are created to satisfy the thirst of eye-popping scenes.. (like showcasing beautiful actresses?)

Went on to pc bunk n met up wif HJ too.. LOL.. she's really mad abt this game! haha.. 随传随到！played for a couple of hrs n i think they made huge bucks coz it's so full hse! and there're many ppl who walked around n lookin at how ppl play.. well.. we're playing facin the wall, so it's quite ok, can concentrate, but often have the feeling that there's an eye staring at ur screen from the back.. lol.. but overall, nice! went home after that.. n i love the place.. the connection is superb, the keyboard is so sensitive n even the spacebar is huge.. plus the sound system, it's totally a luxury.. one bad thing is that we seemed to be the seniors there.. so many brats there.. LOL..

Hope this rain can stop.. heard from the news that the msia flood is getting worse again.. long time nv heard from Al though he said he's comin to spore.. poor thing.. hope he's fine..
I don't want sch to start!! n it's so stress to BID!

The rainy season's here again.. well.. dry holiday.. cant enjoy much coz it's SHORT! well, learnt a lot of things this year.. life's not that comfy like back then where ur frens stick together n we face no big challenges like the Os and the As.. now.. frens are separated..

and one thing i shall say.. there are frens who just dun wanna reply ur sms.. i duno wat they're thinkin.. maybe the content doesnt appeal to them but i think this is purely rude when you dun reply a simple msg.. not those goodnight sms where u need to send one back.. but an sms askin u smth impt.. who'd waste one of their sms of their 5 cents when they dun give a damn about u? well, some ppl just duno how to treasure their frenships.. i think i'm being blunt here n may sound crude but arent those ppl who treat their frens this way even worse? the effort to type a msg n the thoughts of communicating with one are wasted, just becoz of their own convenience or what ever reasons.. well, i'm sad to say that there are just many frens who are there to disappoint u.. u treat them wif this much care n efforts doesnt mean they'd treat you equal as well.. sometimes i'm just wondering, do i have to be so nice to them? not even worth a peanut, and why shall i care? it's just totally rude when u break promises, ignore ur frens n changing ur life the way u want it to be.. maybe the victim is not u, u duno.. n the truth is, what's done cant be undone.. the scars are there, and dun u think u can smile and laugh it off n want everythin back to normal again.. n be the receiver of all the good but not the bad.. do u think this is fair?

well.. it's another of my emotional roar on the virtual platform.. but that's one lesson i learn.. not all frens are frens.. and i shall not spend so much of my emotions and time on them either.. what's so fine about all the one-sided givings? if u dun have the initiative to maintain the frenship, just leave it.. n i'm not going to bother about it either.. there are more impt souls out there whom i can care about.. dun blame me for voicing out my thoughts coz u'd hurt me.. i need an outlet.. n i think someone else do.. coz there're others who have got hurt too..

shall not mention on the above.. it's just infuriating me again..

school's starting.. bidding.. release of results.. well, as expected, i din do well.. no high hopes, so no high disappointments.. shall try harder next sem.. it's not easy but i can do it.. n one happy thing is i passed my eng.. that's one thing to feel happy abt.. i'm out of it! Yeah!!

Happy rainy days..

Thanks everyone for cheering me up. I'm feeling better now. Dun worry.. ^^ really am sorry for letting u guys worry and i'm real glad that i have frens who care.

Missed a few days of blogging. Now it's quite hard to recall what had happened for the past few days..

First, to HJ, hope u like ur present haha and thanks for the day on thursday.. by the way, how's ur 'xiao hua'? (umbrella) ^^ next time dun forget ah.. u seemed blur that day.. LOL..

Next, had a sec class gathering on friday..to meet up at jurong pt in the evenin.. Met up pam earlier on for some shopping.. received a very nice xmas present from pam and i like it alot! pam bought some stationaries for her sch and we went to amk .. wanted to shop at comics connectn today but it seems that the amk branch has closed down.. sad.. wanted to buy the xmas edition a-cash and there isnt any left.. even in xin tian di.. wanted to return some library books too, so we made our way to sun plaza and there, we noticed that we shld have met here instead since there's library, pop, and cc.. finally managed to grab a piece of the xmas edition card ^.^ shopped around and had our lunch there.. wondering whether we shld catch a movie later on or go to xintiandi to have 3 hrs of lan gaming at 6 bucks.. turns out we went to amk n we're quite disappointed coz the facilities are in a mess.. no speakers for most of the pcs and some pcs dun even have the audition client.. so turns out we spend like almost an hr looking for a pc.. most of the ppl there were playing dota or chatting on msn.. well.. i think they have no choice (chatting on msn) too.. very bad facilities.. no wonder there's not much ppl there now.. wasted.. finally found one pc and pam n me took turns to play on that.. xian.. left after an hr and we decided to go to west mall to shop..

Met up with them at the boonlay ctrl stat and after a long wait, HM finally came we den went our way to fish n co to have our dinner.. very nice.. spent some time to decide what to eat and it was funny.. haha.. finally the food came and we tok while we eat, but some din tok much.. just eat.. 8 of us.. lol.. after the food has been finished, we tok for some time and we took pics.. nice pics.. long time nv have such a huge gathering le.. after eating, we went to the pet shop there and spent some time looking at the pups.. nice.. always have new pups on sale.. but they're so ke lian.. went to k-pool located upstairs and 8 of us shared a table.. so funny.. took turns to play and after ten mins stil not a shot in.. lol.. finally one striped ball in n the game starts.. divided ourselves into two groups of four.. real fun.. luckily the tables ard us are empty.. and we're laughing like crazy at each other's mistakes.. 8 noobs.. lol..

HM suggested that we sing k at lot one.. so we went there to check on the rates.. turns out that it'd be 39 bucks for each of us.. impossible.. made our minds to take neoprints at the machines in the arcade instead.. nice.. 8 pp crammed into the machine.. spend some time decorating.. end up we chose the wrong sizes of printing.. n each of us only can take one or two.. went home after that..

Well, ytdy, nice day for me! haha.. went to check on the audition webpage and i was topping up the acash n i noticed an announcement sayin what event.. held on 23rd dec.. which means ytdy.. to battle the party one two.. with the GMs and if you win them, you'd get 25,000 dens.. and the criteria is that u are wearin a xmas suit. and the song to be played is xmas party.. bought the suit and was playing ard 2pm plus, suddenly got this quick announcement.. spotted GMSantaClaus on the userlist and they were alr playin.. waited for them n i rushed into their room.. lots of ppl were tryin to do that too.. 10 observers.. full.. went in, the GM went off, said to create another rm.. and checked the userlist.. too late for me, i only got to be the observer.. the game starts.. the GM topped the game thru out.. super pro! ends wif 300 k plus while the others are way below though they were quite pro.. game finished, i got dc.. duno y.. what abnormal data error.. rushed in, actualy got another GM.. called GMelf.. so one male and the other female.. cant get back to free-3 coz news spread n all ppl rush in.. tried my luck at free8 and there is GMelf! on the list, her rm was playing.. so waited and i went in.. got myself a place! so nervous.. the game starts.. n i din do well.. was so nervous i played worse than before.. game finished with a guy winning the GM.. and the Gm is off to change rm again.. so we all rush to the lobby and waited.. she created a new rm.. all rushed in n i get a place again.. haha.. game started.. i did better this time, but i lose to the gm in just a few k! so pity.. then another guy topped the game n won the gm.. nice.. wanted to try another time.. but the gm is off again and this time, she said she'd be goin to another channel.. but which?! tried my luck, went to free-5 and there she is! haha.. rushed in and i got a place again.. funny thing is that most of the observers n some who played before followed and the GM feels that we're scary.. lol.. game started n i was totally nervous.. played better than i was playing for the previous two times and in the end.. i won!! topped the game wif the GM getting the 2nd place.. haha!! was so happy n amazed.. the GM took down my name n said the dens be credited after the event ends.. nice.. first exp.. ^^

Wl came in the evenin to pass me his xmas present n it was an acash card as well.. thanks!! ^.^ really thanks alot.. his sis oso gave me a nice box of chocolates.. thanks!!

In the evening.. ah ma came to my hse n was forced to play mahjong.. so sat down n played for a few hrs.. lol.. tired.. the pace was very slow.. but fun la.. won a lil' bit..

Ard 12am was surprised to receive a very long msg from Al-san.. long time nv hear from him le.. he said he came to spore earlier on today n went for a concert at vic hall.. n was on the way back to msia.. said his town was affected badly by the flood.. and so badly that if it din turn out better, they cant go anywhere.. the place oso became quite isolated.. n asked how was i doing.. was real shocked n i called to ask him how is it n he said luckily his hse was not soaked yet.. lol.. but bad enough to affect all the traffic and the phone cables.. so he had to come to spore to do his biddin n other stuff on next wed.. hmm.. so bad.. it seemed like always ard xmas period, some ppl ought to suffer.. like the tsunami a few years back.. hope everyone's well..

Happy christmas eve!

I lost something precious today. Something i had spent so much time on, and so much efforts in..

No tears can cure. Maybe time will.

I learnt a lesson. A lesson of life. That what's not made suitable, will not be suitable. No matter how hard you try to put them together. I learnt that being alone is a nice thing. You get to be friends wif yourself and see more of what you cannot see when u're accompanied. You will not hurt yourself like what others will do to you.

Life is short. I'd rather be alone. and be with the ones who really care and love.

Life is torturing. Luckily, it's short. and when you die, nth comes along.

Rainy days.. Just engage myself in the game of shutting the windows and opening them again.. again.. and again.. *Fun...* Nice cooling weather, but it's real tedious for my dad who has to travel to work via his bike. It's nv fun to ride in the rain.

Shall direct my blog in writing about something more of thoughts rather than recounts.

School is starting soon. Whenever i think of school, i feel gray. Not excited and there seemed nothing to look forward to. Though the stuffs you studied shall be quite interesting, i feel that the workload is just good enough to scare the wits out of you. Everyone got a job to do. Or shall i call this the role? Is there any roles in this world that lets u live ur life the way you want it to be and yet have the sense of fulfilment? Well, toking about that, i wonder how my results are.. Din get to see it when it's so ridiculously leaked out. No high hopes.

Pam is also entering into a new phase of life. To her new sch, and surprisingly, wif SH. Lol.. Sure going to be exciting for her. But the beginning is always the hardest. You need to meet up wif so many new challenges and learn to adapt with it. Sometimes you just duno why you exist in this kind of instance, and you wonder if others will go through this too, if this is the norm. And now looking at Pillow.. well, at least he dun. Haha.. Just walking around, sleep, eat and get pampered. I hate the way he jumped on me.. Scratches..

Reading "Deathnote" these days.. the manga series. It's so superbly brilliant. The story is real captivating and it takes time to read and think. While u read it, u're like solving the puzzles together with the characters inside. and it's quite a sad story. No good endings.. (i'd been so excited n curious about the ending, i took a glimpse of it.. *Grin*) well.. when Raito got the death note from the start, it was a mistake.. a kind of unsightly curse.. Still half way through..

Aunt taught me how to knit last night. Not the two needled kind, but single needled with a hook at the end.. not easy.. i'm stil learning!!

Audition got a new patch today.. and it's now under maintenance.. hmm.. went to it's homepage and there's this poll which asks about if you will go for rain's concert. and the choices available are yes, wating for it's dvd, or not interested.. well, i'm one of those who polled "not interested", and surprisingly, the results are that more than 60% of ppl who polled had agreed wif me as well.. and those who wanted to go for the concert is a pathetic 10++%...

Christmas limited edition of a-cash on sale.. only at comics connection... think it's cost $20++ coz it contains 20k inside... nice... (*..*)

Friday.. went back to pop wif El.. to find auntie beehong.. well, wanted to see how she was doing and buy some stuffs for her like choco n nice tea.. so, met up wif el n we had our lunch at bugis.. went to the ntuc there to shop for the gifts and then made our way back to pop.. din call the others along like bro coz they're havin exams.. and pam cant make it coz she had other things on.. well.. reached there and the first thing i saw is the ghost.. guess what.. feebe.. wearing a xmas hat, as all the other stuff has to.. and i think she was amazed to see us, but she gave us a very unfriendly smirky face while shaking her ass up to lv5.. well.. pissed at first sight.. why are there such unsightly things to see in this world? call this the biggest branch.. n who's serving the biggest stat service counter in spore.. xian.. well, made our way to text dept.. and there, saw bh auntie working as hard as ever at the service counter.. was quite surprised to see us there.. but we're even more surprised to find many new faces there.. new temp staffs and one of them resemble that K.. lol.. i sudd imagine that king kong saw a new guy on the waiting list of recruitment who scores the height of 180+ and she wanted him immed into her dept.. funny sia.. well, chat a bit wif bh and there's nt much customers.. still manageable.. tok abit.. den the feebe ghost shaked her ass pass us again.. duno purposely or wat.. den into the staff room.. bh auntie said life was hard but she had treated it as a life's lesson and she told us some gossips abt the staff there, and who had gone n came thru out the time of our absence.. den saw dat mb.. wore her casual clothes.. off day still come back to rule her pop.. lol.. sudd, that ann came n shove a piece of paper at auntie bh and said "transfer to nth pt".. walao.. i knew she did it on purpose.. she nt happy that we came back to happy gathering.. if we're here not as a staff, we're customers! n who cares whether a staff toks to a customer for how long.. her gesture just plainly shows that she wants us pissed off, even though we're nt the staff there anymore.. childish.. evil..

Din stay long in that evils' cave, we went back to bugis to stroll and window shop.. accompanied el to buy her staffs.. she wanted to buy a bag and a pair of new shoes, but she ended up buying some jeans instead.. and we strolled our way to citilink and there went to the gift shops there.. well, i started to realise that most staff that i'd like to have is totally expensive.. there's just not enough to spend.. but there're still ppl who tink that 30 bucks is cheap.. what ever.. maybe when my financial ability gets stable, i'd feel another way.. well, duno how my parents spend too.. dey earned and gave me a fixed amt of pocket money per mth, and i'm the only child, but turns out that they always have to borrow money from me in the end.. wonder how life will be like if they have 2 kids..

Met up with pam n ty at ard 6+ at city hall and we made our way to marina sq.. somehow to celebrate pam n ty's wking last days n my exams' finished.. went to the foodcourt and we ordered the saba that ty had reccomended and it's real nice.. real huge servings n i cant finish them w/o the help of ty.. after that, ty treated us wif chocolate fondue and it's another piece of heaven.. lol.. dipped the sweet stuffs wif the thick creamy hot chocolate.. nice.. the auntie who served us was very nice n kind too.. even gave us another cup of choco.. lol.. admittedly, i'm growing at the sides.. continue my way of eating now i wun fit into my usual clothings when sch starts.. i hate getting fat.. social gatherings really boost ur weight..

After that went to take some pics along marina sq's shops and went on to esplanade to stroll and tok.. sat by the sea n we looked up at the starry skies and crapped.. nice.. n joked around too.. when it's quite late we decided to walk to raffles place mrt station.. n we took turns to wear ty's high heel shoes.. lol.. very high.. n whenever i wear it i look like a 1.75 giant.. lol..interesting.. first time wearing such a high heeled shoe.. lol.. may consider getting one in the future but nt this high though.. lol.. i'd bang my heads whenever i go.. Life is just so relaxing when u spend the time wif the ppl u love.. but time really flies and there're just too many distractions that obscure ur view on what's really impt in ur life.. every now n den one of us realise this fact and we agree wif it, but how often will one recall its existance and bear in mind to treasure the times we have now? life....

Wednesday!! It's so fast!! Two weeks have passed since i've finished my last paper and oh no.. two more weeks left.. i haven really enjoy myself and the next sem is going to start again!! omg.. the last week will be kinda bittersweet.. xmas wif bidding ex.. sian..lol.. sch's starting real soon and i really dun look forward to it.. n oh ya, the results.. can i dun noe it forever? i hate results.. i nv did well..

Well, met up wif wl ytdy and we went to jg entertainment centre for lunch.. went to eat at the kobayashi.. totemo oishii ne! well.. it dun look like a very posh restaurant and seemed like some kee kok fast food restaurant but i can say that the food is nice! i ordered unadon while wl ordered teriyaki chicken don.. and it's quite cheap oso.. one thing i like abt the place is that there is a free flow of wasabi.. wahaha!! i drink wasabi!! no la.. jk.. usually this kind of foodcourt-alike jap food store dun provide wasabi.. while we're eating.. and the place is kinda crammed coz it's lunch hr.. and i saw that there's some details abt it's other branches.. one is at Raffles.. and the other is i think tampines.. n i was wondering if it'd look as kee kok in raffles..lol.. west.. east.. n centre south.. will it open a branch in the north area in the future?

After the lunch, we went to IMM and i shall say that i have long nv been there since i've moved to woodlands.. hmm.. how long? probably.. 8 years?? that's kinda scary but i've really long nv been there and yet i saw the building everyday when i went to sch.. lol.. (waiting at the jurong east platform towards clementi).. and ya, one of pam's fren we call him IMM.. haha.. so frequently used but i really really long time nv been there la.. reached there.. walked ard and we went to daiso.. as huge as vivo's just that this was slightly less crowded.. and this time round, i tried to find some gifts from the gift section.. saw a few turtle figurines and i wanted to buy for my dad since they're just 2 bucks! (my dad collect tortoise figurines).. in the end, chose a wooden figurine instead.. bought some snacks and some other 有的没的.. den we went to giant and shopped ard too.. after wl bought a small carton of milk from the mall, we went to shop ard the outside.. those push cart trolleys.. and i found some very nice earrings! very nice, glittering shining crystals embedded to form a nice curve of silver heart and some alike colored stones.. i think they're real pretty, but turns out they're 7.9 bucks per pair.. and i think it's quite ex for me.. but later then think that those that are sold in orchard will cost more than 10++... but i stil din buy la..

Wl suggested that we went to bukit batok there as he wanna bring me to a doggie's club hse.. hard time reaching there as we lost our way and when we finally did, and he even wasted one coupon because he tore the wrong date and we finally walk to the shop, we walked past a whole stretch of shops and came back to where we had been.. we had walked one rd but did not even see the store! we went from the back of the shops instead and there's the store sign but guess what we saw.. it's under renovation.. diao.. waste alot of efforts.. esp wl's.. well, we decided to fill our stomachs at the coffee shop instead if not we like waste our effort here and the coupon.. haha.. den we ordered a bowl of ba cho mee and shared a glass of iced green tea too.. turns out that the ba cho mee is super nice! till now i still miss the taste.. haha.. nv ate such a nice ba cho mee before.. usually those i ate contains a bad porky smell, but this dun.. and it's really tasty wif the soup..

Well, went home to slp after that and din have my cooking lesson coz my mom went out wif another aunt to duno what 舍利子exhibition.. den only came back after 8...

This morning, met up wif Jes n Rn at far east plaza and as we had not ate our lunch, Rn brought us to a food stall in lucky plaza and there the food is extremely cheap! not more den 5 bucks but we're eating a set lunch which consists of udon, a side dish (for me is 鱼刺汤, and Jes's is 鲍鱼 but Rn dun wanna eat), a dessert (白木耳清汤).. and a cup of china tea.. so many things! only 4.9 bucks.. nice nice.. Rn said she recommend this place to a lot of her frens le.. i think i'd do that too.. wanna try more of their stuffs the next time.. so we sat there and chat for some time before making our way back to fareast plaza..

Rn wanted to buy a pair of shoes and after walkin ard for quite sometime, she decided to buy the pair from Trendyzone.. and while we're walking ard the area, guess who i saw.. it's sharon! kiam piah's sis.. she's so pretty!! din really recognise her coz she changed her hair color and i waved at her den she den recognise me i think she took some time to recall who i am too.. n she said she's workin ard here.. i think she's very pretty.. i think the prettiest fren i had.. haha.. after that, rn said that there's smth like a real deathnote ntbk on sale from comics connection n jes wanted to take a look at it.. i recalled that there's a comic connectn stall at lv 1 and we made our way there.. but to our amazement, the shop is closed down! omg.. comics connection lei.. i think they arent earning much le.. and that's quite a pity.. but they deserve it la.. coz it's the most bad attitude comics connection branch i'd ever been to .. stil rmbred i bought my ouran series comic there..

after that, we decided to take a bus to dhoby gaut.. so we reached there and we went to take a look at pcbunk and hj had just went home from there.. she got to play for 3 hrs there today that's gd! lol.. so we went to shop at dhoby exchange.. and not much shops there actually.. so we went to ps and as we're abit hungry we went to basement to buy some finger food and i decided to try the noodle omelette.. jes ordered prawn takoyaki.. and so after the wait we went to a cozy corner to settle down n eat.. rn again want to on diet.. lol.. but i stil force her to eat la.. later stomach spoil how? finished eating, jes wanted to hunt some presents for her xmas exchange.. budget is at least 30 bucks and no chocolates and tricky part is that both guys and girls have a chance of receiving her present so she cant buy very girly ones.. seemed nice.. long time nv play this xmas gift exchange le.. haha.. tink back the popular times.. our first day of wk was the xmas gift exchange and we're in a confused state and cant leave early.. lol.. so we shopped and ard 4.30 i have to bid gdbye to them liao.. coz gotta go home for cooking lesson.. nice day....

reached hm, mom was preparing the ingredients and i helped abit.. and the lesson starts.. ta da~~~ lol.. mom teached me how to cook prawn fried toufu today and it was quite tedious coz this dish consists of a lot of ingredients.. after that, mom teached me how to prepare a dish of bittergourd which dun taste bitter at all.. and the results are great except that the toufu is abit "chow ta".. lol.. will do better next time!

Off to auditioning~~~ I want to buy A-cash la~~~

Woke up early today! To meet up HJ at dhoby gaut.. to get to PC bunk!! well, was real excited as if we played at pc bunk, the exp and den will be double the usual! haha.. nice.. reached there 5 mins earlier, and HJ was late..so went to PS and all shops were closed.. all closed but the escalators were moving.. so went to the basement.. creepily quiet.. so decided to make my way upstairs instead.. was real hungry and there was nth to eat.. so went to the 6th floor and there was kptiam.. at least the drinks stall was opened.. bought a breakfast set at 2 bucks.. but..waited for a long time because the auntie dropped one of the eggs, and she had to made another one.. went to an "ulu" spot to sit and as i've grabbed a "my paper" earlier on, read it and ate while waiting for HJ to come.. when she arrived, we chat awhile and ate the bread and decide to serve ourselves with a better breakfast elsewhere.. went out of PS n walked pass some shops and found nth to eat.. so.. went back to PS basement and we decided to eat burger king's breakfast set.. and it was so nice!!! i love the crossiant and it was so soft and the chicken sausage taste like heaven.. the hashbrowns are cute n chewy too! will wanna grab it again..

Finally, we went to PCbunk! haha! nice.. early in the mornin, but not much ppl, but a glance inside, alr some brats are there playin.. some playin maple and dota, but the majority are playing audition.. mostly look like pri or sec sch kids.. n there're so few girls.. hj suggested that we be the babes of the day.. haha! so nice.. got the 4 bucks thingy... well.. could play the whole day for just four bucks if there arent that much ppl.. well, seemed nice n we went for that.. if nt, it's 3.5 bucks per hr.. and we played.. given a cosy spot where most ppl cant see us.. haha! den we play n i love it man! everything's double.. n hj n me are so good at whackin nUbs..lol.. team up as always.. played for nearly two hrs.. when it's ard 12 plus, a lady (looks like office lady) came to sit beside me.. and there was her lunch box.. n she logged on to audition too.. omg..lol.. so many oldies like us play this game.. lol.. n so the "full hse" thingy happened and we're forced to log out.. xian.. so we went out and paid the 4 bucks.. so.. went to dhoby exchange as hj wanna buy some nice earrings.. n it was a real bargain! we bought a lot n we're grinning.. lol.. i bought roughly 4~5 pairs.. nt exact because one pair will be for someone.. long time nv give that someone some gifts u see.. lol..

Den made our way to orchard as HJ wanna buy cute files from kino.. walked there and when we finally reached, we din get to see the files.. so sad.. den went to the department store, there there was.. but the price was raised the double.. n hj decided not to buy instead.. hmm.. hopefully popular carry this in.. rmbr i saw some files like this in lot one popular.. walked ard for sometime n it was time we made our way hm, while hj went to her grandma's hse.. nice.. so good, always have family n relative gatherings..

Reached hm and slept.. so tired.. woke up, i was delighted to have learnt 3 dishes from my mom! =D learnt "onion omelette", "broccoli" and "tomato sardine".. nice.. shall continue to build up my knowledge on cooking so next time i can cook for my family.. =D

I wanna play audition again!

Met up wif HJ n kel last wed.. we went to vivo n chinatown.. was fun! met up at ard noon and we ate sushi tei.. it was nice, but quite ex den its other branches.. walked around.. window shopping.. n took some nice pics at the top floor of vivo.. duno wat it's called.. forgotten.. well, fun.. realli fun.. was practically laughin our way thru.. joked alot.. and i'm glad that pet safari is finally opened this time round.. not as big as expected, but at least it sold pets, n there's a grooming salon there too.. nice.. din see any pom, but saw quite a few shitzu n maltese n corgi.. nice.. bought a banana toy for pillow.. n later went to daiso.. bought a ball for pillow too.. nice thing about the ball is that it's big n there's a bell inside.. n pillow love toys with sound.. hj bought quite a couple of items there n even a chicken toy for her "baby"..nice.. haha.. went to chinatown later on, and we went to shop around some area which i duno what it's called.. erm.. but saw a lot of angmohs there.. n we strolled and practically did nth but talk and finally reached the shop that hj wanna go to.. jing long.. i kept calling it kim leng.. lol.. den went in and spent quite some time inside there too.. a shop expertising in craft products.. and even courses are available there.. hj said she learnt her knittin there and she even knitted a scarf for her fren once.. nice! i wanna learn knitting too, but it's ex.. like wat kel agreed wif me, art work is.. expensive, time consuming, and the result is not very nice either.. lol.. so went home ard evening..

Wanted to meet up with them again on Friday to discuss abt the module pref ex, but turns out that my cousins from msia will be coming on thur, den all the way until sun.. I rmbred asking my aunt a few days ago when I was in msia, and she said next thur! Not this thur.. but.. sigh.. my plans made and now they suddenly decide to come on this thur instead, I have to change the plans wif my frens.. so sorry to them.. cant meet up wif pam n ty on thur nite for dinner too.. so, we decided to postpone to next fri instead.. and so my cousins came.. n it was very tiring.. they are so hyper active and they can play the whole day.. the cousin who usually came to see pillow oso came to play wif them.. so there are 3 kids in my home.. for the past few days, making the hse so noisy.. so on the first day.. we went no where further then the shops opposite my flat, and the next day, pam came to play wif them.. and we went to tpy central.. baby-sit those kids while my aunts shopped.. and pam stayed for dinner at my hse.. and she even stayed till late nite to play monopoly with them.. thanks pammo! And the kids loved her.. haha, kept pestering her to come again the next day.. but too bad pammo gotta go out wif her sis on fri.. so on fri, we did nth but stayed at home and go to the shops opposite my flat again.. and on sat, they went to cwp.. but I chose to stay at home.. I’m real tired out.. and some bad things happened.. so bad feeling.. quarreled very badly wif a fren.. sigh.. I duno what to say.. y must I always quarrel with him?

And on Sunday, they finally went home, and mom decided to go Chinatown to buy some items for her dressmaking. And so, dad, mom, aunt n me went at ard noon and only back at around night.. and it was very tiring.. I felt so sleepy and tired but I still try to reward myself with the game of audition.. had long time nv touched this game and I had become so noob! Lol.. kept missing..

Well, Monday, went to see doc regarding my lump.. and turns out it’s called sebaceous cyst.. and doc said it cant be cured, as long as I dun feel bothered by it, it shall stay or not, get it surgically removed.. sigh.. so I have to bear with this lump.. doc says it may get bigger and I need to constantly monitor it.. but very rare chances are that it may get smaller or even disintegrate.. so funny, y r my pores blocked so these pus get stuck inside? Cant understand.. lol..

Went to msia on sun morning.. and only came back today ard evening.. so tired! din get enough slp there coz my family + the cousin who always came to my hse, slept in one small guest room of one of my relative's hse.. squeezy.. but the worst thing is my dad n mom.. dinosaurs.. snored like hell.. and the growling is irritating.. through out the nite.. how to slp! my aunt n me got dam irritated and have a bad mood in the mornin.. well.. my cousin continues to slp on.. super heavy sleeper..

Went back because mom n aunt wanna visit grandma.. n so i'm forced to go back oso.. had not want to go back because there'd be no one to take care of pillow.. so end up.. dad gave pillow two bowls of dog food and a huge tub of drink.. when we came home, pillow was dirty.. practically threw all his food on the floor and the stools r almost all ard the place.. n he learnt one bad habit.. after mom bathed him, we locked him inside his cage as everyone was busy n tired.. den he grew angry and threw his food out of the cage.. i think he spitted it.. like 天女撒花 like that..

Super tired..

It was a tiring but a happy day ytdy..

In the morning, bathed pillow soon after i woke up.. met wl at 12.. kinda rushed.. so i quickly rushed out of the home.. wl's driving so we went on his car to chongpang's kfc to have lunch.. had a bandito meal but too bad the chicken inside is abit small.. cant finish the cheese fries though.. too cheesy.. wl ordered zinger n he cant finish his cheese fries too.. oh ya n the drinks.. wasted.. den went to nee soon area there, the place where i took pillow for vaccinations.. there got some pet shops.. bought the same white bone toy we had for him last time.. the other one got displaced.. lol.. but mom says that's a nice toy n wan me to buy another one again.. gr8 uncle.. sold us at 3 bucks instead of 3.50.. the previous one i bought at 4 bucks plus!

next, made our way to spore expo.. to the IT fair.. wl wanted to take a look at the laptops.. he was thinking to buy one, hopefully b4 his sch starts.. but end up it's quite ex.. would rather buy from sch.. saw my lappy in the fair, but that one got a bluetooth feature, while mine didn't.. and that cost $3599.. so scary..y so ex.. den walked around abit and we didn't see much.. most promotors are too desporate.. they gave u a brochure den they start to talk n talk.. but u only wanna take a look.. they saw that u're just taking a look, their whole attitude changed.. walked away, or just quickly attend the next customer.. bad service.. saw agnes there.. she was from pop, the 3m promoter.. got a shock when i see her there.. hair very punked n golden.. think one side is long n spiked up, the other side razored clean.. sat there n i thought she was a guy.. n surrounded by a few girls.. like a scene from the pub.. got a shock..lol..

went on to the next exhibition.. tink is what big boys toys or what la.. duno.. wl wanna go in.. end up, stalked by two men.. each holding a box wif colored balls inside, said that we're in for a lucky draw.. trick one.. wl hesitated n took one, no choice, i took one too.. both got a yellow ball.. den forced to come claim the price.. at a table, where we're forced to do a survey.. wtf.. trick two.. survey's title said autosalon duno what.. den the questions.. asking about how much ur savings r n if u intend to buy a car.. fook care, din bother.. i fill the survey up like nv fill like dat.. even so wif the particulars.. den the two men quite botherin.. asked us a lot of questions.. den end up, one of them started writing numbers n show how money can increase wif interest rates n keep emphasing how wonderful it is.. wtf.. trick three.. den i got quite pissed off.. what's these gotta do wif the survey n the balls? den i asked them what bank they're from or whatever, den they said they're from prudential.. please lor.. that's not the way to approach consumers rite.. i know u're anxious to get ur ideas across to consumers but not in this manner rite? n the survey.. walao.. i dun think u need it anyway.. all these r just tricks n fake lor.. we continued to say that we have no interest n i even told them i dun like saving money n i dun intend to save.. they like quite pissed by me.. end up, gave us one packet of small twisties n an oreo.. think these r the prizes for the lucky draw.. so stupid..

after that, went to the john little exhibition.. bought two belts.. erm.. actually exhibitions r kinda boring.. it's just that they're selling things in another manner..

went to east coast park after that.. took a stroll n look around.. alot of ppl.. but got very hot n sweaty so din stayed long.. and we went to tampines mall instead.. wl suggested that we go to "nihon mura" jap restaurant to have an early dinner.. it's located in the tamp swimming complex.. selling pt is that its sushi dishes r sold at 99cents each.. but turned up all those dishes r not delicious n fresh at all.. actually it was another franchise of suki sushi.. dun really like their sushi.. abit cheapskate.. but ordered some 6 bucks salmon sashimi.. nice.. that's still like food.. special place where we ordered our food ourselves by taking the sticks from each section n the ppl then bring the food to us.. no menu at all.. gotta walk ard n see what we wan ourselves.. wl treated me for that meal.. thanks for the treat!! shall treat ya next time.. walked around and there's a lot of ppl.. friday night.. din bought anything there but just walk n make ourselves tired..

Went home.. reached hm around nine plus n played wif pillow awhile.. den pammo got sick! so sad.. hope she can get well soon.. bad timing to fall sick coz it was her last wking day n she shld enjoy it healthily.. at least she can play.. but do get well soon k! the weather's not very gd these days.. den went online to chiong audition.. met HJ and her sis.. it was so fun! was laughing all the while.. played for a super long time! named my rooms "PILLOW" and it's so popular.. haha.. alot of ppl came in and surprisingly most of them r very fun ppl.. joke wif us and they stayed to play for a very long time.. played choreo at first, den went on the bboys.. haha.. dat hj kept sayin her bboys not good.. no la!! haha pro wat.. XD.. den went on to play npc.. n all those ppl we played wif followed.. so our npc room is packed wif observers.. lol.. den got one weird guy called 3zo.. very weird.. abit extra too.. wa.. we played npc he went to play n he chained all the way! even win those very hard npcs!! i think he used bugs or something.. made everyone win.. walao.. defeats the purpose of the game la.. den everyone called him legend.. haha.. den through out the game, more ppl came in n play den all of us cant play.. so gotta set up another npc room called pillow2.. haha.. so funny... end up xian liao, go set up another room again..oso pillow.. den we played the normal games though.. n still, many ppl came in.. wa.. pillow so pop.. went to the lobby to see, alot of rooms now called pillow.. so funny.. dat hj n me kept laughin like mad.. haha.. we played until 3am.. omg..

woke up this morn at ten.. not very late la.. shall enjoy my day n hope pammo gets well soon!