sunday break

I was so slack this weekend. Had not been doing any revision except finalizing the last bits of my two due-y assignments..really felt so much better when i knew these two loads are going to be off my head..

*phew*

so was slacking my days off, and i was learning this 'to zanarkand' piece.. on my own again.. haha.. felt so thrilled to hear it coming out from my playing.. still learning~!

met up with pam this morning, and we went to PS, to catch 'ratatouille'. haha, it's like so long alr rite? but it's really a very very very nice and funny movie with brilliant graphics! i gave it 5 stars actually, nth that i dun like about. haha..

After that, went to shop a bit here n there, den went home, dead beat again. but, i really love this feeling of relaxing.. n spending time with your fav frens..

5 more weeks to go, and this sem is over.. hmm...

Something New

Thur, after accompanying hj in school for lunch, met up with pam at cck lot one, coz we're going to buy the tix to catch 新加坡金曲奖2007. so we went n got 5 tix. at least something to look forward to at 27th oct!

shopped around n i had a very strong urge to cut my hair, cos it's a heavy helmet i wore everyday and i wanted a change. not short, but a style-able hair.. so went to kimage.. n if u go to kimage, u expect somethin havoc out of it.

so now my hair, looks smth like this:

*pic shows the best it can be, under the best settings, weather etc~

the front view..



and the side view..


again, i repeat, imagine a hair like this, only on the best hair day. LOL.

so, it rocks huh.

wore this hair to sch on fri, n i think it's havoc, coz when i asked al, huM and el if it's havoc, they "hahaha.." XD al asked why not cut shorter, why he always wan me short hair? wouldn't dat be more havoc?? den el asked me why dun spike my hair.. wa... i cant imagine..

Anw, bad weather these days, everyone is sick.. hj stil not fully recovered from her fevers n migraines, hy's eye infection oso haven recover, al oso 'dead' from flu yesterday, hmm .. so stress n so tired, sure very easy to meet Mr.Sick. hope everyone get well soon!

Anw, i am so boliao, i took this 2 pics in geo lect. seen anything weird??



Got it??

They all wore black! XD

学校的事

Looking back at the deadlines list i posted on 28th sep, which is about 2 weeks ago, i realised now..

1)Translation PPT submission on 1st Oct (mon) already presented
2)Chi lexi loan words research chart on 30 sept (sun) even the analysis is 99% completed n due for submission this sunday
3)Geo Interview and survey qns to be ready on 1st Oct (mon) completed
4)Geo Essay First part of the first draft on 2nd Oct (tues) everything is done, except cutting word count
5)Jap Mid term test on 1st Oct (mon) done
6)Jap Project Pamphlet on 2nd Oct (tues) submitted
7)Jap Homework, including: KP sheet, VQ32, PP2(R), PP3(W), HM32 by 2nd Oct (tues) not yet completed for coming week's
8)Chi lit mid term test on 4th oct (thurs) done
9)Translation 7th lect assignment on 2nd oct (tues) going to lecture 9
10)chi lit individual term paper on 5th Nov ==> 0% (haven even decide wat to write)

i am still due for number 10. ok i really should sit down n start to decide what i want to write about. at least i have some lil' time now.

I really hope my blue days can be over. anw, told hj a very very blunt truth few days ago. i noe it is very hurting for her and i am sorry i told her/never told her about it. for a moment, i blamed myself for the suspect of 挑拨离间。no matter good or bad, really should not talk bad stuffs about friends. maybe i should be act blur, and tot the world is a wonderful place where everyone are friends, so i wouldn't hurt anyone, and i wouldn't make things worse. it's a fact but when these happens between frens, i really duno what i can do about it. i really hate him for being a snake head and faking a mask in front of us so often. i caught him lying so many times, or maybe i assumed he's lying coz i did not have the trust in him anymore. but, our friendship is broken enough, i hope it's enough.

i just think: if we're not friends, please stop acting friendly with us. if you don't like us, please dun act like you like us. no one forces you to stay. i really don't understand why he always give a face that he's uncomfortable with us, but still chooses to be with us, and looks moody.

Maybe girls can get too emo over such matters. and i am so sorry and childish to be 'backstabbing'. i will never mention these again. these are already bad enough. even if i tok about it, nothing can be solved. and that's making everyone unhappy.

也许装作什么都不知道会好一点吧。

笑笑的豆

笑笑的豆从几时不再笑了？

今天要有些改变。对自己的改变，因为对外面的事，什么改变也做不了。所以只好学王力宏，‘改变自己’咯。。

说着，说着，便唱起来：
最近比较烦
最近情绪很down
每天看新闻
都会很想大声尖叫
。。。。
我可以改变世界
改变自己
改变隔膜,
改变小气
要一直努力努力
永不放弃
才可以改变世界
come on 改变自己


不好笑。

但是，Jay 最近又要出新专辑了！



新专辑叫：《我很忙》。主打歌叫：《牛仔很忙》。
但是，那么忙为什么要出专辑？？有点不是很好听。。有谁要去预购吗？

so sick

Falling so sick of school.

I believe green looks better and hopefully can cure my blue-ness.

I am still stagnant, and still rushing for those assignments.

I can only say: tired.

and upon this stressful period. why do they come and bother me?

JW came n ask me about how's me n him. Kv came to ask me out.

N the one i really wish he can do smth, he didn't.

Sentenced to..

I am trying to kill myself this semester. What modules am i taking? well.. 5 arts modules are ready to choke and suffocate me. I wonder how will it be like if i took 5 major modules. I really need to stop forcing myself.

Compiled the geo draft with el's for the whole of saturday! it's really hard to find stuff to put in the draft and all those info gotta be useful.. so sieving them out and stuff.. spent the whole of the afternoon.. den el sent me hers and i start compiling mine with hers. took me 2 hrs plus. and that wasn't finished yet! went out. for a break. if i am not giving myself some leisure time, i will go insane. i want a break! so i met pam at cwp, we decided to shop for HM's bday present n ate sakae ala carte for dinner.

So, it was a breath of fresh air for me. but so many ppl! everywhere is so crampy n noisy..made our way home around 9 plus. and i was so determined to finish the compilation so i can send to HY by the end of the day. and so i sat down n continue working. until 11 plus, when i got those bits finalised. i saved the file. guess wat? the file size is 43.8MB! wat happened??? cant be attached to e-mail at all! i am getting so frustrated and at first i suspected it's the pics. so i resized a few i could. others, i dun dare to touch coz when i re-insert the pic, the whole alignment gone. den i suspect it's the graphs. den i print screen to get the graphs in, but made no diff at all! stil 40 plus MB! tryed zipping and RAR-ing.. the most it can go is 40MB.. i really am going crazy. it's 1 plus in the morning and i wasting so much time for this shit.

so i got no choice, break down the pages one by one n save.. part1 (from page 1 to 5), part2 (from page 6 to 9), part 3 (page 10 to 13).. suddenly the file size sprang to 40MB. just for that part 3! so the culprit is hidden in it. and i took some time to realise it's a particular pic. the pic which we took with the interviewed uncle. den i del it. saved. the file is a pathetic 26KB. so re-sized the pic, got the alignment back, and saved. the whole document of 21 pages only 1.6MB. walao.. why am i so sueh? wat have i done??why that pic suddenly can get to become so big? got ghost is it?? i looked at the original size of the pic, even in its 8mega pixel's format, the size is only ard 1.7MB.. wat's wrong!

With that, i haven touched on any assignments that are dued next week. jap got 2 KP sheet, one reading, one writing, and 2 HM assignments.. wat abt trans readings? wat abt geo readings? now is physical geo.. so many info.. gotta get those concepts clear n rite..and today got chi lexi assignment discussion at nite. i am supposed to research for a particular segment of the proj n i haven start at all. and my piano.. i have 4 pieces of songs! which i only practised 2 and tml's got lesson..and that damn chi lit individual assignment, i haven decide on which topic to write n it's due in 5 weeks time! argh!!!!

I promised myself not to cry.

我要‘开心药’

最近心情很不好、很低沉。没有什么事情使我开心。。晚上睡不好、早上也没精神、大白天也没精打采。。。

我怎么了？

不想想太多，只想单纯地过日子。

希望可以快点振作起来。。

That's Life

In life, you always see this.

The far is near, the near is far.

The love is hate, the hate is love.

A laughter is a cry, the cry is a laughter.

The pretty is ugly. The uglier is prettier.

Your friend can be your enemy. The enemy is always once your friend.

The promise is forgotten. The hatred is remembered.

The thing you wanted is the thing you will never get.

The person whom you truly like, is not the person to like you.

The wait is always long. The dreaded is always short.

The most precious is always taken for granted.

You lie to the person who loves you. You are always truthful to the person you like.

Everyone is selfish. But no one likes the word.

You spent most of your time for nothing. You complained later you have no time for the important things.

Project-y Tues

また遅くなる。。。

最近，一个字：忙。

今天独自到学校。一路上听着音乐、练习日语的Quiz。。到了学校，又去printing lab。好多东西print,边啃面包、边望着荧屏发呆。。丝丝的寂寞燃上心头。。。

上课。。今天的TA有点闷。老师没什么好教地，所以大家懒懒散散地。。课完，跑去deck meet el，HY又生病了，所以得去看医生才来会我们，祝她早日康复！Discuss了两个小时，终于要各自写report了。完了，又去trans lecture。今天的课有点迟才完。课完了，跑到printing lab去print马上要上的课。老师可以不要每次这样last min upload吗？课完了，又花些许时间discuss该project。好累、又饿。。

在JE platform 看到pam和MY。一起搭train回家。

阿姨说我A maths tutee 的妈妈今天来和她说她女儿第一次考得那么好，而且是prelim。55/80。不错哦。他要找两天要我再下去补习。哪里有空啊。。。

今天对他发了很多次脾气。好尴尬。但是，怎样，都以平常心收场。我们只是朋友。

开学第一天

开学第一天。

七早八早就要爬起来去学校。不够睡啦。。很累很累。。还是得早起去学校print那堆东西，很多咯！！

噼里啪啦混乱之下start了jap midterm test，因为迟到。以为10.15才开始，还几快乐跟al在LT外面吃包，好才没有很迟。but test而已啦。。最后还是赶得及作完，只是不知道对不对而已。已经不敢给自己太多希望。因为每次以为会做的很好，结果考回来，普普通通，甚至不是很好。这次觉得考得不是很好。还有空遐想？？

Lecture还没完，我跟HJ就屁股痒想早走，反正有webcast。。结果，kel, HJ 和我就三只小老鼠似地creep出来。。我跟HJ就到deck吃。吃完了，HJ回家，就自己跑到lib找书(for reference)，print survey results。。不错，作了这么多，才12.30pm..回家路上能读多少就读多少。。睡了一觉，要冲了！！

最近friendster很差。click什么都会有bad gateway error。。T.T