Two more weeks to reading week. Very Fast huh! Anyway, a semester only has around 12 to 13 weeks. So.. hmm..
Few more assignments before i can really sit down and concentrate on the exams. Finally finished my jap report. and 4/5 of my chi assignment. Gambatte~!
Anyway, wanna give myself a break today. Going to HM's house later on to play piano, play with his dog, Shadow, and in the evening, meet up with MY and YL too to go catch Hit Awards 2007~!
I'm going to enjoy the day. =D
27 October 2007
25 October 2007
小小领悟
今天在chi lit课学了这么一首唐诗，相信很多人都有听过：
“前不见古人，后不见来者。念天地之悠悠，独怆然而涕下。”
这是《登幽州台歌》，作者就不介绍了。但是，这首诗的含义，听了之后，生动人心。
照我自己的理解，“以前的那个人，我没机会遇到。过后就算有此类人再出现，也不是在我活着的这段时候。这个天下这么的大，只能感叹我没有缘分与他相遇。”
总之，这首诗的主题是缘分，也许有更深一层的解释，但是，这首诗能传遍千古，已能证明它震撼了多少人心。
有缘分相遇，也得有缘分成为朋友。过后，维持友谊也得靠努力、运气。朋友难找，何况情人。希望大家都能遇到大家所憧憬的他，永远幸福、快乐。
“前不见古人，后不见来者。念天地之悠悠，独怆然而涕下。”
这是《登幽州台歌》，作者就不介绍了。但是，这首诗的含义，听了之后，生动人心。
照我自己的理解，“以前的那个人，我没机会遇到。过后就算有此类人再出现，也不是在我活着的这段时候。这个天下这么的大，只能感叹我没有缘分与他相遇。”
总之，这首诗的主题是缘分，也许有更深一层的解释，但是，这首诗能传遍千古，已能证明它震撼了多少人心。
有缘分相遇，也得有缘分成为朋友。过后，维持友谊也得靠努力、运气。朋友难找，何况情人。希望大家都能遇到大家所憧憬的他，永远幸福、快乐。
24 October 2007
super tired wednesday
今天的课好长。10点到12点的课很痛苦。突如其来地拿回我们的chi lit测验卷。37/50。是好还是不好？看到某人的测验卷：43/50。见鬼。好不容易熬过，又赶往下一个课。
12点到2点的课，也很辛苦。我讨厌滔滔不绝的演讲。说得有理还听得过去，聊的东西太虚，就受不了了。老师分回我们的小组作业！好快，而且这是最后一堂讨论课。评语老师给得不错，我们拿A-!是好吧。。BH 好幼稚，随笔就在分数上多画，变成A+。HM 很兴奋，一直偷看别人的稿卷。有人B+,有人A+。又见鬼了。
终于，2点到4点的课。肚子粉饿啦！al帮我买了个包，但是课就开始了。没得吃，害我肚子猛叫！
怎样都好，终于收到带日本小孩出游的照片了！
at the changimuseum,
Top left: Me, Kel, JY, Ad,
Bottom left: mutsumi, ichirou, ibashi, al
the beautiful pic taken by ad at the changimuseum =)
the happy pic of the kids n kel n ad =) can u spot okada-sensei at the back ? XD
at the raffles museum, the kids lookin ard so happily XD
*i miss the kids!!! =D
23 October 2007
21 October 2007
How many Sundays' left before term ends?
It's sunday again! Wasn't i just saying that i had a busy weekend ahead? oh no.. am always rushing for time!
Btw, it's mostly cloudy in singapore, with a temperature of 27 degree celcius. haha.. i've installed a time-sensitive weather toolbar on my browser.. hmm..
Anw, spent my day ytdy writing 2 or 3 reports. still just on the 2nd page of my chi lit report and it's not easy to write man! at least now one of my group members from translation cared to do the work and she pm me in msn and asked about it. but still, i am going to do the compilation and stuff while she informed the others. but watever, everyone in the group had wrote something to me that i can start to edit, except that rainfall. yea. miss rainfall. always late. but i dun care. i compile it still. so another stuff's cleared.
Tml bringing those jap kids to tour. ahh! i din't practice anything lei. later gotta read thru my grammar stuff. if not forget how to tok in jap, how? luckily we're doing this in a big group of 5 members to 3 kids. hmm..
JY (who took jap but oso translation) pm me on msn ytdy. he asked me if the translation report is on the whole essay or just the groups' allocated part. i told him the latter one. and he asked, "you sure?" erm.. i was stunned for awhile. coz i duno how to reply to this kind of question. you ask me, i told u, then u asked, u sure? can i say, "no. not sure. so sorry." maybe is i weird la. haha.. just a simple question i can think too much. but if he doubts me, den why ask me. and he only seemed convinced when i said, "we asked the teacher personally before." hmm..
Went back to facebook. and i found something new and fun out of it. had an account for like 5 months ago, when i think not many ppl knew facebook yet. den al intro to me, so i join, and i think his mexican friend intro to him. found that it's so difficult to use then, that i din want to be bothered with it. went back on fri, and i found it was so fun! many ppl are now using it and it really comes with a lot more features. so much so i started to find friendster boring. oops. but it's fun la. ha.. go try go try. =) i think pam n bro yj will love it too.
ah! tml got piano lesson and tuition again! why so fast!! but i'm looking forward to it. (not inc tuition)
Btw, it's mostly cloudy in singapore, with a temperature of 27 degree celcius. haha.. i've installed a time-sensitive weather toolbar on my browser.. hmm..
Anw, spent my day ytdy writing 2 or 3 reports. still just on the 2nd page of my chi lit report and it's not easy to write man! at least now one of my group members from translation cared to do the work and she pm me in msn and asked about it. but still, i am going to do the compilation and stuff while she informed the others. but watever, everyone in the group had wrote something to me that i can start to edit, except that rainfall. yea. miss rainfall. always late. but i dun care. i compile it still. so another stuff's cleared.
Tml bringing those jap kids to tour. ahh! i din't practice anything lei. later gotta read thru my grammar stuff. if not forget how to tok in jap, how? luckily we're doing this in a big group of 5 members to 3 kids. hmm..
JY (who took jap but oso translation) pm me on msn ytdy. he asked me if the translation report is on the whole essay or just the groups' allocated part. i told him the latter one. and he asked, "you sure?" erm.. i was stunned for awhile. coz i duno how to reply to this kind of question. you ask me, i told u, then u asked, u sure? can i say, "no. not sure. so sorry." maybe is i weird la. haha.. just a simple question i can think too much. but if he doubts me, den why ask me. and he only seemed convinced when i said, "we asked the teacher personally before." hmm..
Went back to facebook. and i found something new and fun out of it. had an account for like 5 months ago, when i think not many ppl knew facebook yet. den al intro to me, so i join, and i think his mexican friend intro to him. found that it's so difficult to use then, that i din want to be bothered with it. went back on fri, and i found it was so fun! many ppl are now using it and it really comes with a lot more features. so much so i started to find friendster boring. oops. but it's fun la. ha.. go try go try. =) i think pam n bro yj will love it too.
ah! tml got piano lesson and tuition again! why so fast!! but i'm looking forward to it. (not inc tuition)
19 October 2007
weekend again
It's weekend again.
Er-hem.. i am feeling better le. Thanks guys. Err.. conclusion is.. i know it's hard to give up on him now, but the process is on-going and sooner or later, i can learn to see him as nothing more than a friend. Anw, i should have learnt this long ago.
"if a guy seldom ask you questions about you, he's not interested in you, (yet)." and.. "most guys can't treat the girl they like as purely friends."
Anw, the world is big out there. I can find someone so much better than him. though the chances are slim la. ha.. not my fate anw.. gotta accept it. Hmm..
=====Case closed=====
Ok, i thought i was free. i thought i can meet up sh(my sis) for dinner today. i thought i can slack around coz my 2 assignments are submitted. But! 2 more cropped up! so last min. after the tutorials.. got the geo practical report to be done. ok, it's an easy report.. hopefully very soon we can get it done and over with.
den for.. translation. walao.. cannot stand my group mates. we're supposed to hand in a report also, discussing about the difficulties that you face when trying to translate a text. and that seemed so easy. so what do my group members do? ask them how they wanna discuss, they went silent. i suggest each of us take up one point. den one of the group member said, "又要？"WTF. yala.. you tell this to teacher la! how can you say such a thing??? then all the other groups stayed back after tutorial to discuss how they wanna go about doing it, but our group, the ‘又要' girl and her friend mumbled "k la den we do by monday, i'm so hungry, let's go'. den all our instructions damn not clear. i dun wish to ask them to do up individually again and suggest the idea of the last person to collate. WTH. sigh.. so let's see. if they can sit back and relax, i think i can too ba. since everything's a group effort. yeah i know there are people like this when they noe there will be ppl who initiate. so they sit and wait. but fk la. wat '又要'? pissed.
~~~
Went to cristofori jus now .. it's been so long.. to prac piano.. i long time nv spend an hr there to prac on the real piano. missed that touch man!! ok so i went on to prac those piano songs.. hmm.. i think my coordination skills are improving.. took lesser time to finish what i had to practise. and i went on to practise 'to zarnakand'.. at least now, i can play this page 'fluently'. LOL.
Busy weekend ahead. Anw, at least something to look forward to. going to bring the jap kids to changi museum and later on bringing them to tour around nus. hmm.. nice.. at least no jap lessons, and can have a nice experience with real native japanese .. =)
Er-hem.. i am feeling better le. Thanks guys. Err.. conclusion is.. i know it's hard to give up on him now, but the process is on-going and sooner or later, i can learn to see him as nothing more than a friend. Anw, i should have learnt this long ago.
"if a guy seldom ask you questions about you, he's not interested in you, (yet)." and.. "most guys can't treat the girl they like as purely friends."
Anw, the world is big out there. I can find someone so much better than him. though the chances are slim la. ha.. not my fate anw.. gotta accept it. Hmm..
=====Case closed=====
Ok, i thought i was free. i thought i can meet up sh(my sis) for dinner today. i thought i can slack around coz my 2 assignments are submitted. But! 2 more cropped up! so last min. after the tutorials.. got the geo practical report to be done. ok, it's an easy report.. hopefully very soon we can get it done and over with.
den for.. translation. walao.. cannot stand my group mates. we're supposed to hand in a report also, discussing about the difficulties that you face when trying to translate a text. and that seemed so easy. so what do my group members do? ask them how they wanna discuss, they went silent. i suggest each of us take up one point. den one of the group member said, "又要？"WTF. yala.. you tell this to teacher la! how can you say such a thing??? then all the other groups stayed back after tutorial to discuss how they wanna go about doing it, but our group, the ‘又要' girl and her friend mumbled "k la den we do by monday, i'm so hungry, let's go'. den all our instructions damn not clear. i dun wish to ask them to do up individually again and suggest the idea of the last person to collate. WTH. sigh.. so let's see. if they can sit back and relax, i think i can too ba. since everything's a group effort. yeah i know there are people like this when they noe there will be ppl who initiate. so they sit and wait. but fk la. wat '又要'? pissed.
~~~
Went to cristofori jus now .. it's been so long.. to prac piano.. i long time nv spend an hr there to prac on the real piano. missed that touch man!! ok so i went on to prac those piano songs.. hmm.. i think my coordination skills are improving.. took lesser time to finish what i had to practise. and i went on to practise 'to zarnakand'.. at least now, i can play this page 'fluently'. LOL.
Busy weekend ahead. Anw, at least something to look forward to. going to bring the jap kids to changi museum and later on bringing them to tour around nus. hmm.. nice.. at least no jap lessons, and can have a nice experience with real native japanese .. =)
17 October 2007
smilez
Ok. i was too pessimistic on the previous post.
Nothing's wrong with me. Please dun worry.
I am back on my heels, and am ready to go.
Nothing's wrong with me. Please dun worry.
I am back on my heels, and am ready to go.
Another taste of life
I don't want my days to be darkened again by this. I took such a long time to find that happiness and cheeriness in me. and it just 'poofed' and gone when i realized a truth yesterday.
It wasn't a happy sem for me. Maybe not seeing him in school again will be a happier choice.
Was tied down by his self-centredness. I don't have the patience to continue coo-ing him. and i realised, without all those efforts i made, our friendship wouldn't have progressed until here. and still, i realised our friendship wasn't platonic.
He said he would never care how others think. But, the thing that happened yesterday, or most probably a week ago, erased this assumption. Or he just want to plainly, indirectly draw a line for me.
There's no point 'hiding' behind of the scene of friendship and enjoying each other's accompany and acting like everything's pure and normal. it's totally one-sided and he didn't mind the one-sidedness when he's on the receiving side.
Not much time left, no more future plans together, we see more dark faces, nothing more to talk.
I may have assumed too much. and i may be too pessimistic, and maybe i was the one who makes things hell lot more complicated. i had said i don't wanna care, and there's nothing btwn us at all, and i wasn't weak and i wouldn't mind if i lose a fren in him. But these are lies to the world n to myself. I realised how there's an inner me which i could not control, and i had thought of exorcism. The devil in me had craved too much.
Hard as i don't wish to admit,
我失恋了。
But it end well. well enough that we hurt nth more than the deepest side of us, and no slight disturbance on the surface.
Had enough of 2007. it's the 2nd time.
It wasn't a happy sem for me. Maybe not seeing him in school again will be a happier choice.
Was tied down by his self-centredness. I don't have the patience to continue coo-ing him. and i realised, without all those efforts i made, our friendship wouldn't have progressed until here. and still, i realised our friendship wasn't platonic.
He said he would never care how others think. But, the thing that happened yesterday, or most probably a week ago, erased this assumption. Or he just want to plainly, indirectly draw a line for me.
There's no point 'hiding' behind of the scene of friendship and enjoying each other's accompany and acting like everything's pure and normal. it's totally one-sided and he didn't mind the one-sidedness when he's on the receiving side.
Not much time left, no more future plans together, we see more dark faces, nothing more to talk.
I may have assumed too much. and i may be too pessimistic, and maybe i was the one who makes things hell lot more complicated. i had said i don't wanna care, and there's nothing btwn us at all, and i wasn't weak and i wouldn't mind if i lose a fren in him. But these are lies to the world n to myself. I realised how there's an inner me which i could not control, and i had thought of exorcism. The devil in me had craved too much.
Hard as i don't wish to admit,
我失恋了。
But it end well. well enough that we hurt nth more than the deepest side of us, and no slight disturbance on the surface.
Had enough of 2007. it's the 2nd time.
15 October 2007
Lyrics - Brilliant Player
I am an irritating fly.
Wasn't invited.
I had made myself so available.
I was always there.
that You took me for granted.
You never promised.
You never cared.
When i made my leave, you don't wanna say goodbye.
You wasted my time, you thought i wasted yours.
You're a brilliant player.
When i was cold to you, you gained my attention.
When i was nice, you left it cold.
When things are better for me, you see no other,
You want life the best for you.
You never promised.
You never cared.
When i get a life, you don't wanna say goodbye.
You wasted my days, you thought i'll always be there.
You're a brilliant player.
I want an end.
I want a closure.
And that's all i can do to avoid you.
When there's nothing better than a hi I can give,
I was just like an irritating fly to you.
You never promised.
You never cared.
When i make my leave, you don't wanna say goodbye.
You wasted everything, you thought i'm going to be here.
You're a brilliant player.
But i can be a better player than you.
Wasn't invited.
I had made myself so available.
I was always there.
that You took me for granted.
You never promised.
You never cared.
When i made my leave, you don't wanna say goodbye.
You wasted my time, you thought i wasted yours.
You're a brilliant player.
When i was cold to you, you gained my attention.
When i was nice, you left it cold.
When things are better for me, you see no other,
You want life the best for you.
You never promised.
You never cared.
When i get a life, you don't wanna say goodbye.
You wasted my days, you thought i'll always be there.
You're a brilliant player.
I want an end.
I want a closure.
And that's all i can do to avoid you.
When there's nothing better than a hi I can give,
I was just like an irritating fly to you.
You never promised.
You never cared.
When i make my leave, you don't wanna say goodbye.
You wasted everything, you thought i'm going to be here.
You're a brilliant player.
But i can be a better player than you.
比较轻松咯。。
今天过得挺轻松地。
早早到printing lab去print‘to zanarkand'的乐谱、lecture notes等。。上了jap lecture，作了lecture quiz，就和HJ, al跑出来，去lab，然后再和HJ去吃东西。。很喜欢跟HJ在一起，怀念那段year one sem 1到现在的感觉。那时只有我们两个人，不是很熟、但是很click，也很demure。。sem 2，和HJ单独的时间比较少，总是和kel一起，很多搞笑、发疯的回忆。时常加上al,我们四个在一起，一在一起，就是笑不停。kel总是弄HJ笑，我随时参一脚，al就会在一旁很冷静，说‘一点都不好笑！’year2 sem1,和HJ在一起的时间虽然比较少，但我们还是一样，一在一起就无话不谈。和al在一起时，也发现他变得很多话了，什么事都可以讲。
我也发现，和朋友深交，会渐渐忽略了浅交的朋友。得一样、失一样。最后，还是要靠双方面。有缘分成为朋友，也得有努力维持啊。。
吃完了，就到图书馆借书，开始要做chi lit proj了！很想快点完成！目标：by 这个礼拜天！
今天的补习也临时取消，因为马来人要过年嘛。。也好，可以回家休息！
最近心情也比较好一点了。谢谢大家一直支持着我。。
早早到printing lab去print‘to zanarkand'的乐谱、lecture notes等。。上了jap lecture，作了lecture quiz，就和HJ, al跑出来，去lab，然后再和HJ去吃东西。。很喜欢跟HJ在一起，怀念那段year one sem 1到现在的感觉。那时只有我们两个人，不是很熟、但是很click，也很demure。。sem 2，和HJ单独的时间比较少，总是和kel一起，很多搞笑、发疯的回忆。时常加上al,我们四个在一起，一在一起，就是笑不停。kel总是弄HJ笑，我随时参一脚，al就会在一旁很冷静，说‘一点都不好笑！’year2 sem1,和HJ在一起的时间虽然比较少，但我们还是一样，一在一起就无话不谈。和al在一起时，也发现他变得很多话了，什么事都可以讲。
我也发现，和朋友深交，会渐渐忽略了浅交的朋友。得一样、失一样。最后，还是要靠双方面。有缘分成为朋友，也得有努力维持啊。。
吃完了，就到图书馆借书，开始要做chi lit proj了！很想快点完成！目标：by 这个礼拜天！
今天的补习也临时取消，因为马来人要过年嘛。。也好，可以回家休息！
最近心情也比较好一点了。谢谢大家一直支持着我。。
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