Change the world

Recess break is coming to an end.

Didn't progress well after I started my revision on the chi script module. I think i wasted too much time over it.

Anw, when you're feeling bad mood, do things you like!

Went to watch "L change the world" with pamo yesterday night, after the jap waseda's students' visit. The movie is brilliant, as I can say, though there are some parts, which can be too bloody and gore, and you were thinking, poor L.. He's only left with 23 days, dealing hard on with Kira, still have to spend so much time to deal with other things...

L is still as cool as ever. and it was sad, when he said in the last sentence of the movie, "I wished to live longer..."

So, people, treasure your life while you can. Ha..

Downloaded the Nodame Cantabile's Special OST few days ago. For no particular reason, I am addicted to the song: "Rachmaninov - Piano Concerto No.2 in C Minor".

Learning Cantonese...

Making myself busy as much as I can.

Mood: ♥♥ =|

Bored la!!

It's just like any other day.

I hate reading and reading and reading. Why reading can takes up so much time? Actually, i can choose not to read. I can just do what I want, and not do things that I don't like. Don't understand why I cannot afford to bring myself to give up study. I hate readings and studying. But I hate the feeling of the guilt trip even more.

Have I been wasting too much time lately? Have i enclosed too much time to myself? Something happened at home yesterday. Don't really wanna mention it here, but i realised that I had seldom pay much attention to the people who really loved me. Why do i sought after those things that wasn't meant to be? and neglect what that was always there for me.

Made a firm decision on alighting that ride. But how firm can I be to work it out? Since I once alighted another train, i believe i can do it again this time. and I don't want to mention the people concerned anymore. Zip!!

Mood: Mood: ♥ =(

Had weird dreams again

Had a very weird dream last night.

Went for an examination, that test us on everything we ever can know. 15 mins of maths, 15 mins of chi, 15 mins of eng and etc. Even my dad and mom came for the examination. I remembered we went there early in case there aren't enough seats. The invigilator is okada-sensei. LOL. I remembered telling pamo who was sitting rather front of the block, hey, you finally see okada in person, and he's our invigilator. Think she was with her parents or relatives too. We're having the exam in some LT-alike hall.

Someone accompanied me through-out the dream. I duno and i'm nt sure who is he. The feeling seems like WL. We're very comfortable with each other, like how we used to be. But i dun think it's him. Seems like 'him' too, but not exactly the same too, cos i wouldn't have felt so relaxed with him. Maybe it is someone else.

Getting to know someone is a painful process, dun u think so? 90% of the time, you're bound to be disappointed.

Mood: ♥♥ =|

Quick writes

Studying..

Studying...

It's Monday again! So-called start of the recess break? Later still got tuition. It's getting difficult.. E-maths nowadays so difficult; comparable to the standard of A-maths liao.. Anyway, can't be blamed, for the fact that i seldom practice maths too...

Today got piano lesson! Have i wrote that my piano teacher is pregnant? Tink very soon, i will have a new piano teacher. I ♥ piano!

Mood:♥♥♥ =|

Wonders of the Internet

最近又常赖在电脑旁读书。闷着闷着，就终于实践朋友们一直介绍我去做的Online Shopping。真的很方便！Everything is just a click away。对啦，是有risks的，所以在shop时也要聪明一点。不要去那种'nothing-to-lose'的店，因为很有可能他们只是碰碰运气，靠One-time sales 来大捞一笔。所以要找那些看起来established很久、有很多supporters、有很多货、有很好的payment system。

我也终于找到了一个online photo printing service。就是Hewlett Packard的 公司的。www.snapfish.com 那里是$0.19/张。而且如果成功介绍朋友，他会送你免费冲洗二十张。是不错的。他的upload system也很棒。是我见过最好的一个。照片洗好了也会寄来你家。Postage fee for 百多张 $2.90。哈。。好像在替他们打广告。像我这种懒得出门的人，懒得over-the-counter的人，真的很方便。

Online shopping 的一种还钱方法就是account fund transfer。懒人我又google一下，DBS真的有internet banking。他们叫i-banking。下次，除了提钱，应该不用出门了吧。

Recess week了，一直做这些有的没的。读书！！！

CNY Days

Woo it's been so so long since i blogged here. The last entry was written on eve of CNY. Hmm.. now looking back, it's already chu1 14.. tml is end of cny le!

So how's cny?

Went to grandma's house in msia during chu1 yi1, den only came back on chu1 2.. remembered the custom there had a very long jam.. only reach home around 2am plus.. was so tiring! chu1 3, went to sentosa, since my msia relatives came to stay.. sentosa trip, is not bad, but everywhere is full of ppl!! had a hard time walking around, can only say how tired i am.. haha.. reached home, slept late again, and the next morn, chu1 4, meet up with sec sch peeps and we went to each other's house to bainian.. jut jut .. went to 6 houses in total.. haha.. had a very fun time taking photos and catching up.. at night, went to cwp's sakae to lao yu sheng, had a very full fill...

and that's when i got food poisoning! monday stil went to sch as per normal, onli reached home to find myself not feeling well.. vomitted a lot a lot.. cant even straighten myself up.. al and hj coming to my house to bai nian around evening.. stil manage to keep myself up.. when after that, went to pamo's house, i think i looked pale all over.. vomitted at pam's house, n pam's mom wanted to treat us kfc and pizza.. but i cant eat!! dun hav the appetite at all. . scared al and pam with my condition.. haha.. so sorry....

tuesday morn, missed two lectures in the morn to go see doc.. aa.. stil went to sch for the tb class, and only felt a lil bit better.. wed, hj's 21st bday.. was staying back in sch to celebrate.. played some rounds of pool at yih with pam, al and hj.. den we made our way to engine for dinner.. after tat, we went ahead with the ice skating, and hj went to meet her family for dinner outside.. my first ice-skating!! haha, cannot skate at all, and i fell on my butt three times.. aha.. though al taught us how to skate.. it's fun still.. al still not very pro la, ha, but still managed to roam freely around the ring, which i envied for that hour.. waha..

thur, valentine's day.. went to sch as usual.. met up al after class for dinner.. we two dun seemed well, i mean, dun seemed healthy.. ha, passed him a box of chocolates and a self-made name band, and get a few criticisms from him as usual.. but hope he like it la~ took 188 to cck for dinner.. we wanted to go west mall, but we lost the way, so end up at cck.. ate some unhealthy stuff to make us more sicker, haha, so went home soon after..

Fri, pale old me went to sim to meet pam for lunch.. long time nv see my and zy liao! after that, went home to rest... sat meet up with ty and pam after tuition to catch kungfu dunk at cwp.. quite nice, but stil not up to expectation.. hmm.. ha.. after the movies, went to sh's house to bainian, den her dad sent us to my house and had steamboat for dinner, but i cant eat any! fell very sick again..

Sunday, slept for at least 4 hrs.. so sick.. went to see doc for the 2nd time.. 'saw' ray surprisingly at the clinic.. he sms me after that, den i noe it's him.. he said i looked like spirit.. T.T went home, din do much but rest and rest....

Monday, after lesson, met up with al for a healthy lunch.. meaning, no oil and more vegetables.. went to je's cristofori after that.. long time nv play piano together le.. ha, but stil enjoyable la.. he's stil so pro as usual.. amazed by him playing beetho's sonata op13 mov 1 and 2.. after that, went for tuition, and had my long-awaited piano lesson.. my piano teacher is pregnant! hmmm.... anw, finished the 2nd book.. now on the third book.. first song alr chim.. but, wil jia you de!

Tues, tiring 6 hr lessons straight.. went home with no mood to do anything.. wed, went to sch for proj discussion, and had another fun lecture.. and here i am, home.. hmm.. next week is recess week le.. so fast!!

Happy CNY!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's 1:25am when i start writing this post, hmm.. 守岁嘛.. so trying to stay up late.. i can still vividly remember what I was doing at this point of time for cny last year. It's always been like this. The next day is going to msia; grandma's house for me.. Tml need to wake up super early! 6am! I wonder how tml will be. Pathetically enough, i am bringing my homework and lecture notes there. It's like.. Why still study during CNY right? But for the past few years, i had been regretting that i had been wasting my time there. There wasn't much entertainment there actually. The adults will hook themselves to the mahjong table, and the kids will run around, and everywhere, playing the famous game of 'catching'. And my grandma's wooden house will shake and some parents will yell if things seemed to get out of control. Then the house's door will be opened big big and people i dun noe will come in groups in and out of the house. For 不大不小的young adult like me, there is nothing better that you can utilise your time wisely den reading your lecture notes in the rural area.

I hope i can sleep well tomorrow, or I can have a nice place to sleep. Almost 6 familes will be all crammed in my grandma's little wooden house and at least 4 families will stay overnight and the mahjong is like can go on until at least 3am, den the tv with the size of my laptop monitor will be trying its best to show some very old movies. Then those irritating neighbors will have their share of fun by playing with fire crackers during midnight, cos the cops won't be able to catch them that easily. Even if i do get a spot to sleep, i hope bugs won't bite. It's a pain to feed myself to mosquitoes and I suspect blood O people are especially attractive to mosquitoes. The next morning, before I realised i had actually fallen asleep, those relatives whom happily slept through the night will be pacing around the house and we will be woken up with their footsteps because of the wooden floors. Then grandma will be making breakfast for us, and i will have nothing to do again until my parents say we go home.

I sometimes wonder, if i do have a boyfriend next time, and according to my families' tradition, they will bring their future husband to the house during CNY. I was wondering, who will i bring, and what will i do and what will he think? LOL. i already find myself rather uncomfortable, and i can't bear the fact that he's coming along to meet 7 families of relatives of mine and having to sleep with my snoring parents. I wonder when will this day come. It's an annual event, so maybe in less than 10 times, i will have to get back to the house with the guy.

Anw, as for the few weeks ago, well, school just started and i was rather slack as usual, and the lucky thing about this semester is that there aren't that much readings and the stuff i'm learning is rather technical. Had went for three movie outings, first two 'Cloverfield' and 'Body #19' with pam and al, den the third, 'the mist' with al. Hmm.. all three movies are nice. It's like.. 2 weeks watched three movies, ha, like i'm so free and relax. But anw, nice movies are hard to come by rite? if you have the time, why not? upcoming movies: kungfu dunk, cj7, ah long pte ltd, i also feel like watching. waha. but kungfu dunk, many people said it's kinda like shaolin soccer.. and al and rdy felt that this movie will be like just watching jay 耍帅.. den the plot maybe too exaggerating oso.. hmm.. seems true.. but anw, will see see how la.. but cj7 and ah long is a must watch!

Sat, relatives will be here, and they say wanna go sentosa.. wa.. cny period go sentosa, duno how will that be.. and on sunday, will go bainian with sec friends.. and monday, uni friends will come to my house.. woot! bai nian ~~~

Btw, got a new 'space': http://smilingseed.spaces.live.com

still here

Long absence again~!

Ah, anw, CNY is coming. Everyday is a word: BUSY!

Ok, when i'm more free, will get back here to write.

Missed blogging~~

Fav of Jay concert

My favorite part of Jay's concert. the piano duet, plus a very nice rap, plus break dance from JAY XD

Before i know it...

Time really flies!

Ty is coming home tomorrow night!! WELCOME HOME TY! Was so missing her return, and back then, we were saying 24th jan is still so far far away... It's always, before we know it, what we had waited for is here. So before i know it, i will be graduated too. Den before i know it, I will get married to someone and i doubt anyone I know of now. and so, to meet that someone, is like 5 years down the road? so it's almost 10 years when i have my first self-made family. den before i know it, i will be turning old and finding faults and wrinkles on every part of my face that i had once taken for granted. Den before i know it, my children have grown up and they're being naive like what i am doing now. den before i know it, i will see them get married and very soon i will be playing with my grandchildren. den before i know it again, i will really have to admit that i am old and think of ways to spend my golden age. LOL.

But! Before i know it, i do have a choice to decide what i will want to happen in the future right.

The problem now: i am blinded with my own foolishness and i wish someone can slap me hard on the face and say, "wake up!" i want someone to throw me the hard fact that i am idealizing too much about the present, and i am wasting time. Anyone can offer that good deed to me?