Finally got to finish my chi essay.. first time writing such an argumentative, lengthy essay and it really drains my brain juice.. well, term break coming to an end, but still as always, i can nv complete what i was supposed to..

I really spent quite some time to wk but ya at night will play abit.. but if i dun play, i'd be spending so much time on sch work! so xian.. love audition now and will like to watch comics.. haven finish ty's cat street and ouran.. y during my free 7 months i have nth to do and now i'm here stressed like hell, there r so many distractions?? haha.. this is life..

Well, have i said i got sore eyes a few days ago? left eye suddenly got blur vision when i was in sch and i thought it was contaminated by some smoke or dust in the canteen.. i was in the canteen then.. and that day stayed in school until quite late to do assignment research.. and when reached home, took off my lens, it's stil blur! scared the hell out of me.. well, no choice went to see doc, he says i got sore eye or some kind of infection, den cornea swelled.. hmm.. dad n mom dun wan me to wear lens anymore, said it's real dangerous i can lose my sight.. so, forced to make specs ytdy.. so xian.. i dun wanna wear specs!! i look like a total nerd in it.. the last time i made my spec was in 2002.. so this old spec looks kinda algae-infested and dirty n rusty and wat have you.. ah.. watever, i dun wanna wear specs la... =(

Term break!

It's not a break !! Oh man.. been doing parts n bits of my projects and revising minute pieces of it still, i can't catch up! Well.. time really flies.. and i wonder how many times have i said these.. now is already half way through my term break and i can't even revise what was taught yet! how to do well like this.. walao.. stress la..

One good thing about this term break is that WL came back le.. last thursday.. real nice to see him again.. he's still about the same and the bad thing is he still gotta went back to camps coz he haven ORD yet..

Monday and tuesday went back to school to grab books from library.. need those books to complete the assignments.. duno y, my modules dun encourage us to use info from the web.. must get from books written by somebody.. so went there, order books, wait for books, search books, photocopy books, borrow books, read books.. spent a day there.. monday for chi n tue for history.. well, lucky that now can have a brief idea on what am i going to write, if not i really duno how to answer those questions..

Well, life's revolving around the sch and i think i dun have a sense of what's the world like outside now.. went to stroll pass some shops and i have no interest on what they're selling.. sometimes now just don't like to spend money.. but duno y, i'm still broke.. where's my money? haha.. also dun have time to meet up with friends.. well, also find it hard to have fun with them now.. coz cant spend alot on play and food all this.. used to eat from restaurants to restaurants.. but now i oso find it hard to get food from a hawker centre.. find them so ex.. poor student life..

Pillow is so naive these few days.. think he is in pre-teenage stage.. kept throwing his food dish and spray his food around.. den if not, he'd spit his food all around.. we let him out at night, but sometimes he just got so crazy that he ran around non-stop and nibbled my dad.. told my dad not to let him bite when he's young.. see la, now he bite liao.. everyone dun bite only bite my dad.. den he got real pissed.. den put pillow back to his cage.. den pillow angry.. he even have nightmares, sometimes growl in his sleep den like very agitated.. duno he angry of what.. haha.. den now he learnt how to bark.. sometimes let him out, he'd went to the door there to bark at that indian neighbour.. he dun like indians.. duno y.. haha..

Played audtion these few days.. stil not bad.. can advance to lv 6 now.. haha.. stil not bad la.. managed to squeeze ten min out each day to play awhile stil can go thus far.. haha.. too bad now in novice stage den cant go to noob section to wack up those noobs.. haha.. bad of me.. will do me best! haha.. in work oso la.. thanks every one for reading.. haha.. u guys take care too!! =D

Gee.. How long have I not blog?? Sorry~~

Well, been real stressed up lately.. So many things to do and I think i kinda get lost from this world.. Everyday is just a journey to school and back and at school, get to see people who dressed real fancifully and get to see people who wore like they're from the mountains.. Not much conversations about life with friends and often times when we're hanging out together, it's just complaning about sch wks and staff.. At least most of us play AuditionSea.. So not really no life either..

Next week finally comes the term break.. A week of rest but i think this is really the time i must utlilize fully to catch up with my sch work.. I'm really way behind time.. and there r 6 modules for me this sem.. and guess wat, term papers are required from 4 of the modules, and they r due october.. hell.. u know how much time is needed for each term paper?? i think it's as much as a project and hell tutors give us not much instructions.. Just threw us the topic and want us to produce some ink on papers by that date.. plus citations all this.. oh ya, and i wonder those who never take english, how do they know how to cite, there's no formal lesson about it.. everything is on the web.. web.. web..

For chinese, i dun even know what the question is askin about.. and hell, the teacher oso nv tell us how many words or whether citations are required and what's not.. The astronomy is still quite ok, quite detailed, but it's a pair work and luckily my partner YV is a nice gal and we can still do quite a job.. met up wif her on sat and that project outline cost us a day.. As for the history, i dont know what i can say.. 6 questions choose one.. and as if i know what they mean.. the questions make me puke.. it's really hard and i think u need to answer it like hell.. lastly, social work.. got this social visit coming up this term break and gotta spend a day to visit 2 social service centres.. all this is randomly picked by the teachers and so i cant get those centres located at woodlands, but those far away like serangoon and jurong west.. hell.. and we gotta visit it ourselves, ask a few questions and reflect them.. no one's gonna tell us wat to do.. and our prof stil tell us: rmbr dun bring shame to my name.. ask smart questions.. hell..

As for jap, no term papers but it's alr driving me crazy.. this is one heavy module with 3 tutorials per week.. i can die i tell you.. each week we have four quizzes and u better know how to perform well for each, since there's this continuous assessment system.. and almost all the tutorials you got homework to hand in and there's also this role play test every thur.. and they're rushing like hell.. for eng, i duno what i can say.. every lesson we gotta write essays and check essays.. and these essays are also impt in the assessment..

Been really stress and this tue got a history test.. gotta memorise the whole map of asia, including the cities and capitals and the locations.. some more got 5 short questions costing 5 to 10 pts each.. hell.... i'd been thinkin that a 4 day sch is still not enough.. think i'm not taking jap again next sem.. it's really takin up alot of my time.. and i haven really been spending my time on the module i intend to major in... i really must jia you le..

It's about a month since school started! So fast!! Managed to live my life out of this first month.. met many new faces n get to have a glimpse of the real world.. well.. studies are stil ok.. jap stil coping well, social wk stil manageable.. chinese n history really mug my life out.. as for understandin the universe, it's pure pleasure of learnin smth u like.. well, one thing i dun like abt it is the tutorial.. the tutor seemed to be a part time teacher cum student.. bad attitude in teaching.. dun like to teach the class patiently.. rush through equations.. mad.. well, still managed to cope still since it's held only fortnightly.. dun have to stuck my life in this miserable state every week..

Finally, got my new lappy.. =D First time having a new lappy n it's real fun to bring it around n i just love hackin ppl's wireless.. Haha.. Though it's nt realli reliable.. haha.. making me lazy by lyin on the bed n using the comp to surf n watchin anime.. oh ya, real thanks to YJ my bro for burnin to me the anime "Ouran High ScH.." Real nice!! haha.. been laughin my head off n i just cant stop laughin when Renge-chan appeared each time wif the motor stage.. haha..

Well, been quite a busy week since all the tutorials have started and it's quite fun.. Jap tutorial is tedious coz we gotta converse in Jap n lessons are conducted in jap.. finally managed to memorise hiragana n katakana, so now started to greet in jap, learn the basics of sentence formin n grammar all dis.. Been to other tut such as social wk, n get to see ppl from year 3 and even those grad from polys n prestigious JCs.. then it's a discussion group and all of us gotta discuss abt a certain topic.. was real amazed that many of them really know how to debate.. so smart of them...

Gotta work hard!!! =D

Thanks to all my caring friends who are so supportive!! Real thanks alot!

Tutorial balloting finally ends, got mostly wat i wanted, but stil got one tut which defavoured my wed.. wed starts sch real early n it ends at ten.. but as for my jap tut, it starts from four n ends at six.. wat am i gonna do during that full 6 hrs!

Been tryin me best to avoid L.. really dislike her way of treating me.. called me very early a few days ago n expected me to ans her asap by askin me wat to bring for that day.. cant she plan this for herself? i'm not her mom, i dun need to tel her everything! she's always abusing me, n when we have no same lectures for that day, she'd just ignore me totally.. nice ..

Well, managed to make some real nice frens but surprisingly most of them r from poly.. while, they have really some traits which i do look up to.. they're real independent, they know wat they wan, they're mature n they're hardwking.. i think it's becoz the route for them to enter uni is much tougher.. most of them were pursuing diplomas from marketin, business, finance, IT etc, but it happened that they took up arts instead.. most of them wanna major in psycho, or social wk or econs.. cool..

Wish me well.. n oh ya, the jap lang is getting harder.. can she dun rush us? she wan us to memorise hiragana n katakana in a week! stress.. haha.. but overall, stil quite fun..

Real sick and tired of being friends wif L.. I just dislike her way of treating her friends.. Really wish that i can stop being used by her.. Wat's it with "Go buy me a drink!" when she reached late. Who is she that she wanna order ppl ard. Though i rejected her, her insistance really make ppl feel suffocative of her demanding attitudes.. Duno how her frens handle her.. But i really had enough.. HJ told me that i shld just verbally displace her to protect myself..

Well, sch life is really about studyin.. got many things to do, since i'm taking up a new language. I will jia you de..

Real thanks to all those caring frens like pam, ty n SH mei mei who dun forgets me n encourages me on.. =D

Wo.. Long time nv blog! Blogger n Google merged?? Or is it that they're actually affiliated before this?

Had been quite a busy week getting used to the new environment.. Met many new friends each day n each has their own personality.. Well, some are real irritating n some are nice though.. Shall spend more time to learn about socializing wif ppl..

Finally went for some lectures n it's nice so far! Well, the social wk lecture is cool, talkin about social issues in an interactive manner n nt pressurizing us that we have to know everythin, but teaching us how to think..

As for the Jap lang, it's real fun.. now learnin how to write hiragana n pronouncing them.. oso learnt some jap instructions coz the teacher will only wan us to converse in jap in the tutorials..

The universe lecture is fun too, toking about stuffs like where's the centre of universe n how we can gaze stars n identify them by the sky chart.. the lecturer oso tell us some stories abt y these constellations are named as they r..

History hasn't really start on its lecture coz they tok abt administrative staffs.. but the male lecturer is real funny n humorous..

As for chi, well, which is at the later part of today, will cover abt the history n geographical aspects of china.. hope it turns out well!!

Finally! Lessons are going to start tml!! So exciting.. Feelin nervous!! Well, this time it really feels abit different coz tml is the first lesson, but I'd been to sch for a couple of times before that.. Dun seemed to be very unfamiliar wif the place.. N had make some new friends.. Not all are good.. Got a few demandin n domineerin ones.. Well, shld learn how to live wif them..

Finally bid successfully for my 5 modules.. Chinese studies, jap lang, social wk, history n understandin the universe.. tml gonna have lectures for the social wk n the universe thingy.. hope everythin turns out well! long time nv study le.. hope i can cope!!

Sch finally starts.. Well, shld have commenced at 7th Aug, but dun seemed any difference to ppl like us who skipped the orientation.. Well, just find that it is unfair to only allow a small group of people to undergo orientation.. Our faculty may have a little bit more than 1000 freshmen, yet they only have 300 places available for the orientation. It just makes us totally uncomfortable to have the idea that most of those who joined orientatn r ppl who loved "raggin" freshmen, n for the purpose of portrayin themselves as large cliques who loved to cheer, have fun, clubbin n tannin in the beach.. gettin wet n dirty is one thing u have to expect from this orientatn too.. Not my type.. i just dun like to attend such activities..

So much so, if I went for the orientation, I'd missed most part of the bidding.. We cant get our modules unless we bid, n there's no one kind soul out there to actually help u n remind u any bit.. So, rather stay at home n learn this process.. Quite tough since there's so many rounds.. n each round is different.. so currently, just got three modules.. (we need 5).. n one is chinese studies, one is social wk, n one is jap language.. real glad that i can finally learn jap lang.. had been real interested in it since i was a kid.. found those jap text books when i was a kid, n these books are actually those my aunt used to use for jap lessons.. She used to work at Taka, n they were given free courses on jap lang...

Now tryin to bid for the history module n the "understanding the universe" module.. the latter is so hard to bid! coz we're competing wif year two n year three students who r so rich wif their points.. hope i can get it..